How do you find the motivation to do anything?
I find myself going through the motions of life without any thought. My alarm goes off in the morning, I either hit the snooze button or turn it off altogether. Eventually I drag myself out of bed, get ready for work, ride the bus in, work for eight hours, ride the bus out, go home, make dinner, bum around the house, until the sun goes down and I go to bed.
Lather. Rinse. Repeat.
I can’t bring myself to do anything other than the bare minimum. Even when I know I should. Even when I sit here and drown in the guilt of all the things I could be doing with my life, but just can’t seem to do.
I just want the motivation to be the best me I can be. Maybe the best me is the me I am right now.
That’s a depressing thought.
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